Snow

After studying in Beijing for years, Mista Ah Guei finally sent me some pictures he took. It's snow! =)






XX, you should take some pics too. =p

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Got my GMM draft back today. Like what I've expected, I need to add more journals. =S

Finally get the stupid flow chart done today. It took me hours to actually finish it. =.= Except normal computer functions, I know nothing about computer. =.= I guess it's time to pick up some useful computer skills.

I have completed almost all the assignments for this semester and started to feel really good not to worry anything about assignments now. I know this kind of good feeling will soon turn into boredom. lol. Need to start finding ways to kill my time. XD

new hairstyle =D

I'm good in exaggerating XD "How you look like now?" is the most frequently asked questions thrown to me these two days. lol. Like I said, I still have long hair. So no worries. =p

Even though I said I don't care whether the hairstyle is nice, I panicked after I took my shower on Sunday night because the hair is unmanageable! Gosh! I look like shit after I washed my hair. =S

It took me some time to actually find ways to "style" my hair. And thank god! I can step out of my room after that. XD I've never really spend time on my hair before this and I rarely take care of it, much less style it. I only know how to wash my hair and comb it. LOL.

I never use hair dryer for years and now I have to use it everyday to dry my hair and then style it. The bad thing is I have to wake up early if I have class in the morning but good thing is I didn't oversleep because I know I need time to fix my hair. XD Okay, okay .. Pictures talk better than words. Tada! =p This is how I look like now. XD

See .. Didn't change too much, right =p

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I've been slacking these few days. Feel so unmotivated to finish my self-awareness assignment. Instead of doing assignment, I play with the kitten. =.= I know some people will start showing me a disgusted face when they see the word, cat or kitten. XD Don't worry, it's not like what you think! I didn't touch the cat. =p

After days of procrastinating, finally get it done today, except that I have no idea how to do the flow chart. =S The last flow chart I did or mind map, whatever you call it, if you still remember, is my cousin's work. I'm just really really bad in this kind of "high-tech" stuff. =( Hope I can get it done by tomorrow.

Submitted my GMM draft yesterday, the 100-references-assignment and I'm going to get it back tomorrow. I know Mr. Hong will definitely ask me to add more journals =So, tomorrow will be another headache day. =.= Hopefully I don't need to change any other other things besides adding journals lar. I need holiday!

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This morning, while waiting for Ah Ying's daddy to come, we took some pics. =)

NUC looks nice in picture .. but sadly it's not the same case when you're really here.

I love this pic! The Queen has her cute side too! LOL.

I'm running out of idea on what to write. I'll just end this post with a pic of us ;)

=Good night=

A new beginning

Putrajaya is a place that means a lot to me. The transition in my life took place here 3 years ago and that transition has brought me to a better life, a happier life, which I am having now.

I always believe that this is a magical place; it is a place that can make people walk out from sorrow. Yesterday, once again, I set foot to this magical place in hope to make a change to my life, together with exactly the same person who brought me here 3 years ago. The only difference is he doesn't know anything this time because I lied to him. I feel sorry but I hate to tell story.

Compared to the last time, this time my so-called problem is a very tiny one. In fact, it's not really a problem but I hate it because it bothers me and affects my mood.

From worrying whether something bad had happened to questioning whether I did something wrong. I started to ask myself - why should I care? And I have no answer to my own question. There's no good reason for me to care whatever is going on.

I decided to let it go. Just like the car. The faster the better.

Because I know better than anyone else that there's always a choice.
There's always better things waiting ahead.
There's always lights if you search hard enough.

By the way, mama bought me a new pair of earrings and I cut my hair today. Some kind of hairstyle that you don't usually see on me.

I don't care whether it's nice. What I really care is I know I actually have the courage to allow someone to cut my hair like that; something I rarely do.

A new hairstyle also signifies a new beginning, right?

Don't get heart attack if you see me tomorrow. =p

I'm just exaggerating XD I still have long hair lar.


Enough of emo posts. I had too many of these last week. I hope from tomorrow onwards, I'll have good things to tell. =)

I'm fading away

I could eat without tasting the food.

I could walk without knowing where I'm heading to.

I could work without putting my heart and soul into it.

I could sit and stare out the window, lie on the bed, eye-wide for hours.

I could let only one sentence or one image keep playing in my mind the whole day.

I feel like an empty nutshell.

The never-going-to-end bad luck

I can't see the end of my bad luck. Shitty things keep happening to me!!! WTF!!!

Have you seen someone who have the room key but can't get into the room?

Why is this happening to me?!!

I'm using exactly the same key but I can't unlock the padlock, even after I tried it for like 10 minutes. Argh!!!

FML!!

Snapple

I remember reading about this product in one of the marketing text book .. and surprisingly I saw One Stop Shop is selling it yesterday. Ah Ying and I were eager to try new things, especially something that look nice. XD

There we go, burnt RM5.50 for one bottle of this drink =.=
Though it is expensive to have some kind of drink that taste like ribena, but my grapeade is nice. =)
Have not tried Ah Ying's because she complaint that it taste bad =p

Found a little surprise under the bottle cap.
Did you know that dragonflies cannot walk? =p

As promised, pics we took last month during MZ's birthday celebration =)

I like the book, "Personality Plus". I awed at the accuracy of the test and how it describe me. It's so true! A highly recommended book for those who want to know themselves more. =)

Note to self: Accentuate the positives, eliminates the negatives.

Saw this somewhere, I like it very much =)

If you're alone, I'll be your shadow.
If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder.
If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow.
If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile.


p/s: Acupuncture works, I can now turn my head half way to the left.

Acupuncture

After suffering from neck pain for more than one day. I've finally went to see a doctor. And yes, Hong Rui, I came back in one piece. XD So, I'll be waiting to go Broga =p

While waiting for my turn ..
I looked "calm" but in fact, I was terrified.

My face was facing down and those feeling that not knowing what the sifu will do next is terrible! Worst of all, I saw there are boxes of needles behind the bed. So, whenever I sensed the sifu walked near there, my palm sweat. I keep praying hard that sifu won't ask me to do acupuncture treatment. But my prayer doesn't work. =.=

Though I've seen it many times, I've never had acupuncture before this. The thought of having to let a looooooooooong needle penetrate into my skin is killing me. =S Anyway, I survived. =p Surprisingly, it didn't hurt as much as I thought it would and sifu told me it doesn't hurt that much if it is done on the neck than on hand or leg. And in fact, his massage is much more painful than the acupuncture treatment itself that I almost teared.

I was told that the neck pain is caused by hard-work and lack of rest. =S I was asked to go back, eat and sleep. And I have to try to sleep early try not to sit in front of the computer for too long, or else it will take a longer time to cure. I listened to him, I took my brunch and headed back to my room and sleep! But it's impossible not to face my lappie! It's already week five! And the deadline for the other two assignments is approaching! T.T

I wonder whether he could me help to write a letter stating that I cannot work too long, so I can submit my assignments late. LOL. Anyway, I know that's not possible.

Say sorry to my neck and promise to repay her back after week six. =p


p/s: Thanks for the calls, ji mui mun and thanks to everyone who show concern. I appreciate that a lot. =)


Updated:

Read his blog just now and I feel shame of complaining the little pain on my neck. There's people having deep pain for losing someone they love and people who have to endure the pain of going to lose someone soon and here I am complaining over the teeny weeny things. Seriously, live and show your love as if there's no tomorrow!

FML

我现在的心情是烂到！！
女王常用的一句话现在最适合形容我！
我很委屈！！ 觉得自己很可怜！很生气！ 也很痛！
痛的是颈项 。。

早上在洗澡的时候，颈项莫名其妙的痛 。。
我从没试过睡歪了颈，所以也不知道它们的痛有没有一样　。。　
我只知道我痛得飚泪 。。

觉得很委屈， 很生气是因为那住在同屋檐下的陌生人竟然还拼命的崔我快点准备回学校 。。
连我吃早餐的时间也剥夺 。。
更过分的是看见我痛得泪水直飚， 却也懒得过问 。。
到了学校就任由我自生自灭 。。 拍拍屁股就走人 。。
我还要来回跑两趟才把东西统统搬上楼 。。
到了房门外， 才发现忘了把包包带回来 。。
没钱包，没钥匙！ 我是要怎样啊？　

我真的觉得我很惨　。。　
功课没赶完　。。
明天还要present那没赶完的功课　。。　
我的霉运到底什么时候才消失？　

我气我不争气 。。
为了个像他这样的人生气得在哭 。。

如果哪天我成了个铁石心肠的女儿　。。　
我希望有人会明白
一个像他这样不负责任　。。
待亲人如外人　。。　
自私自利　。。
吝啬的父亲和丈夫　。。

一个没同情心的陌生人　。。　
一点都不值得别人的同情　。。