update update =p

Sometimes, instead of complaining, we should appreciate what we have. I always complain the stupid connection in college but at least, I still able to upload pics with that "stupid connection". Here, I can't even upload one pic! Sigh~ I'll share some pics when the connection gets better, though I don't know will it ever get better.

I think the whole Malaysia is crazy with the movie 2012 now. Every show, everywhere, all full! But still, I managed to watch it. XD Actually, I'm not really interested to watch it after I watched the trailer because the idea of "end of the world" is a a bit outdated already, at least for me, but still, I watched it XD

An exciting movie but it's a bit unrealistic to me, in other word, too fake. XD I thought everyone on earth is going to end up like roasted pig XD but it turned out that there's only earth crust displacement and flood. And there's one thing I still don't understand; why Tamara died? The water level only increase in where she was trapped, which is between where Lily (the cute little girl, if you can remember) and where her father and others are trapped. If the water is coming in from the back of the "ship", Curtis should die first, right? *puzzle*

I've been spending most of my time watching gossip girl now. I know I'm outdated. LOL. But that's me, right! XD I might be going back to the boring office in two more days, work and earn money to go shopping like crazy. XD That's why I should enjoy to the fullest now! =p

5 more days! And New Moon will be released in Malaysia! Can't wait to watch it! ;)

Before I end this entry, I have something meaningful to share. You can make a difference! Click that!

Happy holiday! And good luck to those who are sitting for exam next week!

Tataz~

There's still hope

Went to register and pay the fee for next semester just now. I asked the lady regarding the conversion of ptptn loan into scholarship thing and she said it is suppose to be applied to all universities but they have not receive any letter from ptptn yet. =( Whatever lar, I'm happy because there's still hope, only if I can get first-class, though.

And I was told that I don't need to pay anything for next semester because my account still have balance that is enough to pay all the fee. =D I'm happy! I'm happy for mama actually. XD

It's my last day for this semester! I'm going to submit an edited version of GMM assignment that fulfilled Mr. Hong's requirement; a 25 pages report, or else he's going to think that I cheated him on the word count. Just because I have 33 pages, he said my report have at least 6000 words =.= It's all because of the space and one table! Okay, I give him what he want and pray hard that he will give me what I want in return XD

I'm going to submit it now and go watch movie!!

Today is such a good day. =)

Exhausted

I'm exhausted and my eye lids are so heavy now! I wanted to sleep *yawn*

Too bad that I have to prepare for tomorrow's presentation because some of the classmates have dropped the subject =(((

With 58 slides, I wonder whether I can finish everything in 25 minutes ... Sigh~

There are many photos to share! I'll blog about them later. Maybe after tomorrow.


It's only day 3 and I've already started to miss you ...

Childhood reminiscene

I was arranging and sorting the pics in my lappie and found these pics. Wanted to blog about it last week but have totally forgotten about it. XD

One morning, we were sitting in canteen after brunch and were chit chatting. Can't remember who started it and we suddenly start drawing and discussing things we draw when we were little.

Remember any of these?
Do they remind you of your childhood?

How I miss my childhood! Those days when all my childhood friends would come over to my house to play every Friday, we sang together, tell ghost stories and share secrets by writing them on papers and later burn them. I miss those days when I would go out every evening, ride bicycle and play kites with them and went home unwillingly after sunset.

Back then, I was never interested in studies. I remember I was considered as a bad students in the eyes of my teachers because I always mix with those so-called bad students. And there was one incident that I will never forget even until today. Let me tell you now, in case you still do not know, I'm very unforgiving! XD

Those days, our school will provide free tuition classes for standard six students; only for the 15 best students in class and those weak students only, though. Even I was not a hardworking student, my result was okay and at that time, I was one of the 15 students who are qualified to attend the so-called "good-student" class but my class teacher violated my right by selecting her favorite student and "barred" me from the class without informing me at all! Like I said, I had no interest in studies and I have never thought of attending the class. But I was angry because the teacher never respected my right! If she have just ask me, I would happily agree to let her favorite student to take my place and attend the class. Too bad, she didn't. One small incident, she spoiled her reputation! Even until today, I can still remember her face and her name! So, remember never ever do something bad to your student, even if they're young!

I always remember people who ill-treated me. I will also always remember people who treated me well. It's easy to make me remember you; either treat me good or bad!The choice is yours XD

Small things like borrow me your shoulder when I cry,
listen to me when I sobbing without saying a word,
or buy me a lollipop can make me remember you for a long time, if not forever. =)

Thanks for the lollipop, Ying =D
And Happy Birthday!!!

Empress Orchid

With the kitchen renovation going on and on in my house, there's no peace. I hope they can complete everything before this Friday, so I don't need to walk a thousand miles under the rain just to go to the toilet. =S

There's nothing I can do at home with the dust flying all over the house and with those loud noises. Last Saturday, I hide in the room for almost the whole day! I can't believe that I survived. =.=

Borrowed a book from library last Friday and had already finished it. =D Empress Orchid is the first book among all the other books I read, the stories I heard and the movies I've watched, which doesn't describe Chi Xi, Empress Orchid as a wicked woman. All other stories about her that I've read or heard all talk about her cruelty. This book, however, tells a different story which portray her loneliness and helplessness as well as her wisdom. It's something new for me because all the things I know about her is her cruelty and desire for power, and of course, her well-known story of how she learn the art of pleasuring a man in bed from a prostitute. =p

After reading this book, I wonder is it true of the saying that says no matter how powerful or wealthy or smart a woman is, she needs a man because that's what happened to this powerful woman, too.

I learn a little more about the history of China too. =p Now, I found that I am a fan of true stories. lol. I like to read about things that had really happened in this world, though most of the time they are sad stories. Though I said I like to read what had happened in other part of the world and what had happened in the past, I still hate newspapers. XD Say "Tak Nak" to newspaper. LOL.

I'll blog about my makan trip tonight if I have time ;)

Till then, I shall prepare for Thursday presentation. =)

Snow

After studying in Beijing for years, Mista Ah Guei finally sent me some pictures he took. It's snow! =)






XX, you should take some pics too. =p

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Got my GMM draft back today. Like what I've expected, I need to add more journals. =S

Finally get the stupid flow chart done today. It took me hours to actually finish it. =.= Except normal computer functions, I know nothing about computer. =.= I guess it's time to pick up some useful computer skills.

I have completed almost all the assignments for this semester and started to feel really good not to worry anything about assignments now. I know this kind of good feeling will soon turn into boredom. lol. Need to start finding ways to kill my time. XD

new hairstyle =D

I'm good in exaggerating XD "How you look like now?" is the most frequently asked questions thrown to me these two days. lol. Like I said, I still have long hair. So no worries. =p

Even though I said I don't care whether the hairstyle is nice, I panicked after I took my shower on Sunday night because the hair is unmanageable! Gosh! I look like shit after I washed my hair. =S

It took me some time to actually find ways to "style" my hair. And thank god! I can step out of my room after that. XD I've never really spend time on my hair before this and I rarely take care of it, much less style it. I only know how to wash my hair and comb it. LOL.

I never use hair dryer for years and now I have to use it everyday to dry my hair and then style it. The bad thing is I have to wake up early if I have class in the morning but good thing is I didn't oversleep because I know I need time to fix my hair. XD Okay, okay .. Pictures talk better than words. Tada! =p This is how I look like now. XD

See .. Didn't change too much, right =p

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I've been slacking these few days. Feel so unmotivated to finish my self-awareness assignment. Instead of doing assignment, I play with the kitten. =.= I know some people will start showing me a disgusted face when they see the word, cat or kitten. XD Don't worry, it's not like what you think! I didn't touch the cat. =p

After days of procrastinating, finally get it done today, except that I have no idea how to do the flow chart. =S The last flow chart I did or mind map, whatever you call it, if you still remember, is my cousin's work. I'm just really really bad in this kind of "high-tech" stuff. =( Hope I can get it done by tomorrow.

Submitted my GMM draft yesterday, the 100-references-assignment and I'm going to get it back tomorrow. I know Mr. Hong will definitely ask me to add more journals =So, tomorrow will be another headache day. =.= Hopefully I don't need to change any other other things besides adding journals lar. I need holiday!

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This morning, while waiting for Ah Ying's daddy to come, we took some pics. =)

NUC looks nice in picture .. but sadly it's not the same case when you're really here.

I love this pic! The Queen has her cute side too! LOL.

I'm running out of idea on what to write. I'll just end this post with a pic of us ;)

=Good night=

A new beginning

Putrajaya is a place that means a lot to me. The transition in my life took place here 3 years ago and that transition has brought me to a better life, a happier life, which I am having now.

I always believe that this is a magical place; it is a place that can make people walk out from sorrow. Yesterday, once again, I set foot to this magical place in hope to make a change to my life, together with exactly the same person who brought me here 3 years ago. The only difference is he doesn't know anything this time because I lied to him. I feel sorry but I hate to tell story.

Compared to the last time, this time my so-called problem is a very tiny one. In fact, it's not really a problem but I hate it because it bothers me and affects my mood.

From worrying whether something bad had happened to questioning whether I did something wrong. I started to ask myself - why should I care? And I have no answer to my own question. There's no good reason for me to care whatever is going on.

I decided to let it go. Just like the car. The faster the better.

Because I know better than anyone else that there's always a choice.
There's always better things waiting ahead.
There's always lights if you search hard enough.

By the way, mama bought me a new pair of earrings and I cut my hair today. Some kind of hairstyle that you don't usually see on me.

I don't care whether it's nice. What I really care is I know I actually have the courage to allow someone to cut my hair like that; something I rarely do.

A new hairstyle also signifies a new beginning, right?

Don't get heart attack if you see me tomorrow. =p

I'm just exaggerating XD I still have long hair lar.


Enough of emo posts. I had too many of these last week. I hope from tomorrow onwards, I'll have good things to tell. =)